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I am in pain
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艾利奧基華

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On good day i might only feel slightly melancholic..
But more often than not there is that pain within...
The pain and agony of knowing that the ones i love dont love me....they corse through my veins as my heart relentlessly and mercilessly pumps it through mu body....
My heart...it shatters...i am just wondering if i could ever be human again without a heart


#good2#3    #bad#1  
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How about me? My heart is broken. And I need to pretend that I am okay.


My plan is to meet you


I go to happiness by bus


I go to happiness by bus

i wish it is that simple


How about me? My heart is broken. And I need to pretend that I am okay.

dont we all...
we just wear masks to hide the pain


My plan is to meet you

what for?


My plan is to meet you

what for?

Watch for food


[img]https://upload.cc/i1/2019/09/17/7TJzS9.png[/img]


cute girl


You’d think you had let go already
but a dream pulls you back into the black lightless void
hope is something unheard of
light is something you don’t see
You use all your strength to put on the facade
Maybe...just maybe you could bury this pain once more
Or die trying


hey dude, I am facing the same shitxx(


hey dude, I am facing the same shitxx(

That’s I prefer got drunk everyday . I have tried beer mixed whisky tonight. Hope it’s strong enough to pull me out of the nightmares.


hey dude, I am facing the same shitxx(

That’s I prefer got drunk everyday . I have tried beer mixed whisky tonight. Hope it’s strong enough to pull me out of the nightmares.

alcohol was never my thing
my life is bitter enough already
nightmares are not horrible...waking up dealing with the fact that she is gone is what terrifies me....
this dull pain in the chest...

couldnt breathe....couldnt concentrate
couldnt remember shit...

i am broken


WHAT?


Err..err...I agree with you! You have good ideas!


hey dude, I am facing the same shitxx(

That’s I prefer got drunk everyday . I have tried beer mixed whisky tonight. Hope it’s strong enough to pull me out of the nightmares.

alcohol was never my thing
my life is bitter enough already
nightmares are not horrible...waking up dealing with the fact that she is gone is what terrifies me....
this dull pain in the chest...

couldnt breathe....couldnt concentrate
couldnt remember shit...

i am broken

I am trapped too. only alcohol could save me.O:-)


hey dude, I am facing the same shitxx(

That’s I prefer got drunk everyday . I have tried beer mixed whisky tonight. Hope it’s strong enough to pull me out of the nightmares.

alcohol was never my thing
my life is bitter enough already
nightmares are not horrible...waking up dealing with the fact that she is gone is what terrifies me....
this dull pain in the chest...

couldnt breathe....couldnt concentrate
couldnt remember shit...

i am broken

I am trapped too. only alcohol could save me.O:-)

If there is no more alcohol, I may leave this ridiculous world immediately.


hey dude, I am facing the same shitxx(

That’s I prefer got drunk everyday . I have tried beer mixed whisky tonight. Hope it’s strong enough to pull me out of the nightmares.

alcohol was never my thing
my life is bitter enough already
nightmares are not horrible...waking up dealing with the fact that she is gone is what terrifies me....
this dull pain in the chest...

couldnt breathe....couldnt concentrate
couldnt remember shit...

i am broken

I am trapped too. only alcohol could save me.O:-)

If there is no more alcohol, I may leave this ridiculous world immediately.

leaving might be better
but i think i still have a little that is worth living for....
though it would be sweet if i could just sleep and never wake up


hey dude, I am facing the same shitxx(

That’s I prefer got drunk everyday . I have tried beer mixed whisky tonight. Hope it’s strong enough to pull me out of the nightmares.

alcohol was never my thing
my life is bitter enough already
nightmares are not horrible...waking up dealing with the fact that she is gone is what terrifies me....
this dull pain in the chest...

couldnt breathe....couldnt concentrate
couldnt remember shit...

i am broken

I am trapped too. only alcohol could save me.O:-)

If there is no more alcohol, I may leave this ridiculous world immediately.

leaving might be better
but i think i still have a little that is worth living for....
though it would be sweet if i could just sleep and never wake up

I sometimes stay in memory and hope time freezes in that moment forever.


hey dude, I am facing the same shitxx(

That’s I prefer got drunk everyday . I have tried beer mixed whisky tonight. Hope it’s strong enough to pull me out of the nightmares.

alcohol was never my thing
my life is bitter enough already
nightmares are not horrible...waking up dealing with the fact that she is gone is what terrifies me....
this dull pain in the chest...

couldnt breathe....couldnt concentrate
couldnt remember shit...

i am broken

I am trapped too. only alcohol could save me.O:-)

If there is no more alcohol, I may leave this ridiculous world immediately.

leaving might be better
but i think i still have a little that is worth living for....
though it would be sweet if i could just sleep and never wake up

I sometimes stay in memory and hope time freezes in that moment forever.

same here...same here
maybe if i die...i would wake up in a parallel world where i am with her.....
maybe if i die...i would wake up finding out it was all just a bad dream
maybe if i die...i could at least be with her in my dreams


hey dude, I am facing the same shitxx(

That’s I prefer got drunk everyday . I have tried beer mixed whisky tonight. Hope it’s strong enough to pull me out of the nightmares.

alcohol was never my thing
my life is bitter enough already
nightmares are not horrible...waking up dealing with the fact that she is gone is what terrifies me....
this dull pain in the chest...

couldnt breathe....couldnt concentrate
couldnt remember shit...

i am broken

I am trapped too. only alcohol could save me.O:-)

If there is no more alcohol, I may leave this ridiculous world immediately.

leaving might be better
but i think i still have a little that is worth living for....
though it would be sweet if i could just sleep and never wake up

I sometimes stay in memory and hope time freezes in that moment forever.

same here...same here
maybe if i die...i would wake up in a parallel world where i am with her.....
maybe if i die...i would wake up finding out it was all just a bad dream
maybe if i die...i could at least be with her in my dreams

If it’s not “maybe”, how good it will be?


some say that its only painful to drown at the beginning, when your lungs are filled with water and your brain deprived of oxygen...you’d get a strange sense of clam and peacefulness...maybe even euphoric in fact
right now i am in that calmness, but that feeling of drowning never left
perhaps i should let my mind and my heart be dead..locked in oblivion

Pain is subjective
no one will understand nor is willing to empathise

wear your pain
wear your pain
wear your pain


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